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Well, I just stayed up all night. No idea how, other than the fact that I've spent most of the night on this computer.

I have come to a conclusion about what was bothering me. I do have those feelings, but I don't intend to say anything about them. And maybe I will get over this eventually, but in this case, there is not other option. My usual option of running away would cost me both of my friends.